Sam's Live Journal

Closing of summer entry... how sad

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:40:43 GMT

Well... the end of summer has arrived...we go back to school tomorrow...i start my junior year tomorrow...this should be interesting. I have a feeling it's going to be a good year, but i don't want to jinx myself (so i'm knocking on wood).

Looking back on this summer and summers past, I have realized that this has been my best summer ever! I had a ton of new experiences they i will remember forever. I have learned so much...i've learned about theater, love, friendship, and myself. I have realized that you need to be secure enough, not to mention happy, with yourself to grow in any kind of relationship. I feel that I am in a much better place in my life this year than I was at this point last year. I'm stronger, eager, and more willing to face the challenges that life throws at me, even if i do complain about them sometimes.

In the upcoming year i will take retarded standardized tests, try to keep my gpa at a 4.0, and worry about what college i want to get into. I will do comuunity service and other activities that will benefit the community. I will learn about the trials of love and friendship. I've got another year to grow and learn, another year... well i guess we never really know if we will get another year, so i will be grateful for each new day I am given.

I'm getting really tired, so before i start rambling I will say goodnight. I hope everyone had a fantastic summer! See most of you in school on Wednesday, ugh! (no offense, i'd love to see you, just not under those cirumstances)

<3 SaM

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 00:26:31 GMT

DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY CLASSES W/ ME?! this is ghey!

Annie get your gun is great fun!

<3 SaM

schedule

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 15:21:02 GMT

Semester 1

1st hour- Honors Analysis w/ Simpson
2nd hour- Musical Keyboarding w/ Brachel
3rd hour- Accelerated physics w/ Ruehl
4th hour- World Religions w/ Day (B lunch)
5th hour- AP Language w/ Pittman (A lunch)
6th hour- Madrigal Choir w/ Tuomi
7th hour- Spanish 4 w/ Kuenzel
(my 1, 3, 5, 7 day is gonna be hell!)

Semester 2

1st hour- Honors Analysis w/ Simpson
2nd hour- Psychology w/ Aguilar (gay, i want serlin!)
3rd hour- Crafts design w/ Feder
4th hour- Accelerated physics w/ Ruehl (C lunch)
5th hour- AP Language w/ Pittman (A lunch)
6th hour- Madrigal choir w/ Tuomi
7th hour- Spanish 4 w/ Kuenzel

There it is. My Junior year schedule. Not too bad... I hope!

Summer reading=death!

Annie Get Your Gun is so great!

<3 sam

I'M HOME!

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:58:33 GMT

Hey everyone, I'm back! I got home from New York yesterday. I had an amazing time! I met so many talented people, so many gay people, so many annoying epople, worked with a great director, and learned so much! First things first, I made it through a sleepover camp for 3 weeks, that is a triumph in itself (although i did talk to my mom on my cell everyday, lol). There is so much i could talk about, but it would take forever.

I'm happy to be home, altough I could have stayed another 3 weeks, i miss it a little. shopping in the city was great, i did quite well :) yea for shopping.

So, i'm home and don't really have much to do. call me for plans!

<3 SaM

WiCkEd!

Fri, 20 May 2005 01:01:10 GMT

So yesterday was officially the longest day ever...but AMAZING! I woke up at 5 a.m. to be at school at 5:45. We took about a 5 hour bus ride to Chicago. That was really fun. I was sitting with Colin, Jamie, Shelby, Brian, Carrie, Sam, and Paul. Listening to Wicked, Rent, MAN IN THE MIRROR, colin getting pissed cuz he was trying to sleep...oops. lol. We watched Seussical too, which was sweet! We got there pretty quickly and went to Navy Pier. I ate 2 corn dogs YUM! A really off-colored magician came and scared the shit out off me with a stuffed swan! It really looked real.
Magician: "Hi what's you name"
Me "Sam"
Magician "What's your first name"
Me "Huh?"
Magician "It's nice to meet me too"

He turned a dollar bill into cockroaches in Shelby's hand! haha! Jamie and I screamed and Mr. Cobb thought it was real funny. All that happened in 45 minutes then we got back on the bus and went to Michigan Ave. We stopped at H & M and Urban outfitters and I got some cute stuff. An hour and a half later we got on the bus and went to Wicked. Our seats were not so great, but my seats were better than Jamie's... 14.50! I cried practically everytime Elphaba sang... let's see, Wizard and I, I'm not that Girl, Defying Gravity, No Good Deed, and then I cried from the beginning of For Good until 20 minutes after the show ended. Most of the time that I was crying were like small tears. But during For Good, I had to use all I had to keep myself from making noise. I had a lot of things going through my head... I really miss you, also, I sang that song to my cousin who just died when she was in the hospital before she died. Everyone was really good. Fiyero was ok, Madame Morrible was kind of balls, the Wizard was really good, Glinda was the understudy and she was great, Elphaba was really good as well. I thought that the best was Nessarose who was played by Libbie from Sabrina the Teenage Witch. SHe was INCREDIBLE! The whole thing was amazing.

We went to Hard Rock Cafe after, why did I order the pulled pork sandwich, Jamie?

THe bus ride home was truly never-ending... but we definitly had a good time. It is a day I will remember forever! IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!

We got back at 1:20... and I didn't sleep in... I actually went to school...whoa!
It was rough...

I just watched the OC Season Finale... I can't believe it!

It's time to watch PISTONS with fage! Go Pistons!

<3 SaM

Can't wait for summer.

Wow, it's been quite a while!

Thu, 12 May 2005 22:44:17 GMT

I'm a terrible livejournaler. To all you people that manage to write a short novel everyday...I am throuroughly impressed! I think that the last time I updated was right after spring break. Well a lot has happenned since then. Life has just been abso-fucking-lutely fantastic! Up until May 2 I ate, drank, lived, and breathed seussical! It was unbelievable! We had sooo much fun. We sold out a record 4 or maybe 5 shows! We got such great feedback from everyone who saw it and I am so glad that I was a part of it. I know it's a little late, but better late than than never, THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR ONCE AGAIN MAKING THE MUSICAL THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR thus far! I'm not going to say too much, because I know that you have read about it in other people's journals.

I had some serious depression after the whole thing was over lol. It's tough going back to real life, real life is a little more boring!

Jillian came to the show, that sneaky s.o.b. I heard shelby scream in the lobby, and I just knew she was there! I immediately started crying. Everyone must have thought that I was a complete lunatic, if they didn't already, lol. It was such a wonderful surprise. I had talked to her earlier that day before the show and she gave me some bullshit lie that she was swamped with work and going to the library and she wished she could come... blah blah blah... and she came! I LOVE YOU! june 3rd, can't effing wait! Annie is gonna be unreal!

Everything has been going really good... I am extrememly happy! Jamie and I are going to Stage Door Manor together from June 20 to July 10. Everyone must write me!

Peace

<3 SaM

ps- is anyone else so fucking tired that they don't know what to do with themselves, or is it just me?

back from FLORIDA!

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 02:24:02 GMT

Hey everyone!

I'm back from Florida. It was a very relaxing trip, I had a very enjoyable time. I got the most tan I've ever been on this trip (which doesn't say a whole lot, but you definitly can tell on went on a tropical vactaion. I sat by the pool a lot. I went to the flee market and the mall which was so fun (i love shopping and i can't wait to go to NYC!). I also made one very special trip to Miami. There were definitly a few bumps along the way... but ultimately it turned out perfect. I felt like a was in a romantic movie. I felt like I was dreaming...long walk along the beach with the waves crashing and the sun setting and kissing on a small rocky cliff overlooking the ocean... it literally took my breath away. Enough gushing... I'm probably making a lot of you sick, I apologize, lol.

The trip itself was great, but getting to and fro couldn't have been more of a hastle. Northwest lost my Zaydie's credit card number when they needed to pay for the taxes on the tickets, so instead of calling and getting the number, they just cancelled our reservations. Dumbshits. So they got us a flight from Detroit to Newark, New Jersey and for Newark to Ft. Lauterdale. We were supposed to arrive in Florida at about 3 o'clock originally but we didn't end up getting there until 12:45 a.m. On the way home today, we had to do the same thing (ft. lauterdale to Newark then Newark to Detroit). Everything was going smoothly until they had to hold us in the air for an entire hour. We only had 50 minutes to go from one flight to the other, that was shot to shit. We had 10 mminutes before our plane was going to take off but they were going to hold it because there were a few people who needed to make the same transfer. Great. We have to take train to the next terminal. we get there and they told us that they overbooked the flight and give away our seat. WTF! they told us to go back to the terminal we came from even though it was Northwest's fault. Luckily we got on a pretty decently timed flight, so we were in detroit, but it didn't end there... no sir'y. They fucking lost our luggage! so currently i am still luggageless- G-d only knows where those dumbfucks sent my luggage to.
Here's a joke:
A guy get to the airport. He unloaded his three bags from his car. An airline worker asked if he can help him check his luggage. The guy said thank you and also said, "I would like you to send this bag to New York, this bag to San Francisco, and that bag to Chicago." The airline worker said "I'm sorry sir we can't do that." and the guy says, "Why not? You managed to do it last week!" hahaha, that was a cute joke that lightened the travel day.

I am home, sad that I have to get back to real life soon, but it has been great!
TEN random things about me:

10. Soap Operas are my guilty pleasure
09. I used to want to be on Family Double Dare really bad
08. I hate chem fair
07. I really enjoying listening to people and helping them anyway I can
06. I love being goofy
05. I'm really shy when you first meet me
04. I truly believe everything happens for a reason
03. I wake up everday knowing that every new day of life is a blessing
02. I'm watching MSU play in the final four- memories of Mo P. and Mateen Cleeves *sigh*
01. I ate sushi for dinner

NINE ways to win my heart:

09. kiss my forehead
08. Listening to me
07. Appreciate me for who I am
06. tell me i look beautiful-even when I'm at my worst
05. Get along with my family
04. Cuddle with me
03. Know a good majority of lines from Eddie Murphy movies
02. Be romantic :)
01. Buy me flowers every once in a while- just because

EIGHT things I want to do before I die:

08. Get married
07. Have children
06. Tell everyone that I love that I love them
05. Take a trip to Israel
04. Find a job that I love
03. Concur a fear
02. Make a significant diffence in someone's life
01. When my sisters and I are all grown up, we take a trip together, just the three of us.

SEVEN ways to annoy me:

07. Talk shit about someone you don't know
06. Be a "glass is half empty" person
05. Be nice only when you feel like it or want something
04. Create drama because you think it's fun
03. Lie to me
02. Chew really loud
01. Fall back on a promise

SIX things I believe in:

06. G-d
05. Myself
04. The power of LoVe
03. Family
02. Determination
01. True Friends

FIVE things I'm afraid of:

05. Spiders
04. Sharks
03. Being alone
02. Losing a loved one
01. Failure

FOUR of my favorite items in my room:

04. My fom pillow
03. My TV
02. My curtains
01. *The dusty rose theme*

THREE things I do everyday:
(besides eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom)
03. Appreciate each day
02. Sing
01. try to have fun

TWO things I want to do right now:

02. Sing
01. Go to bed

ONE person I want to see right now:

01. all of my friends, especially Jill (who i miss more than anything) and Colin.

That took a while
LOve you guys
<3 SaM

Sorry- it's been way too long!

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 22:20:32 GMT

Hey guys!

I haven't updated since i was bed ridden for my last surgery! Well I had another fun experience last night- I had severe pains in my stomach, went in my hospital, and now i am tired cuz i got no sleep. I'm fine though which is good.

I am gonna try to forget that last night happened cuz it was a ghey joke. There was I really disgusting guy next to me (definitly addicted to some substance, which is good) and he was moaning and barfing his guts out! eww!

I thought that I was for sure going to get my appendix out and have a terrible break, but thank the lord i was wrong! I can't wait until FLORIDA! i need this relaxing 10 days more than anything! i can't wait.... truly, I'm soo excited.

I'm so tired I can hardly finish a sentence right now. I didn't get home until 6.45 a.m. and I woke up at 10:00- whoa!

Good night (5:17 p.m. is the time of day)

<3 SaM

I miss you so much!
"Who can say if I've been changed for the better, but, because I knew you I have been changed for good."
"And now whatever way our stories end, I know you have rewritten mine by being my friend."

here we are

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 17:29:19 GMT

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break... oh what fun!

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 17:51:43 GMT

Hey ya'll... yes i just said ya'll! i hope everyone is having a good break, i have to say that i have had better. I had a small surgery on monday, but im okay. I had a great night with colin sunday night for valentine's day. He brought me beautiful roses, and then we went out to dinner at Angelo's, it was good, but i hardly ate anything because i was nervous about the surgery the next day. Then, we went back to my house and just chilled and watched garden state. :) fun stuff

Monday i got to the hospital at about 10:30, they got me into a room really quick, and immediatly gave me my IV, which i was really really freaked out about, but the nurse did a good job and i hardly felt it at all. There were a bunch of nurses and doctors that came in asking me all the same questions, which was ghey, but w/e. Then the anistesiologist (don't know how to spell that) came in with a good looking med student and a nurse, they gave me a drug and i was out in like 5 seconds, the procedure only took about 15 minutes, i was taken into the recovery room, where it took me about an hour and a half to wake up. i had such a hard time waking up, and i was so noise sensitive. my parents were in the room whispering (practicaly lip reading), and i kept shooshing them, my mom was bouncing her leg and it felt like an earth quake, my parents made up some story and the floor shaking because the hospital.... i don't know, some bullshit but i was on drugs so i believed them! hahah, that was funny. so i finally came to and i had to pee like crazy, so i tried to go, and i couldn't so they gave me more fluid in my IV and had me drink some apple juice, after 4 hours i finally went ( i know you are all so interested in this!) i came back to the room to get dressed and go home and a vomitted... i got in the car... vomitted ... three times... got home and went upstairs to lay dow...vomitted...slept for a little while... woke up, ate one cracker... tossed my "cracker"... slept through the night and felt fine on tuesday, but still very uncomfortable. I just layed around watching moviess all day. Colin came and visited me after his tv ten shoot, which was fantastiv, made me feel better :) but i was not very exciting company i was falling asleep every other second lol.

so now i am here, in bed, for a change. brittany luse, i left you a message, i hope you are doing okay, i know that you will be fine... you are strong... stronger than most people... and i admire that you are able to get through this.

call me guys, i could use someone to talk to

bird girl rehearsal tomorrow at my house.. cal me for directions

<3 SaM

Last scheule plea!

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:22:48 GMT

hey guys! I have some choices that I need help making for my classes next year... AP lang or AP lit? World Religions or International Affairs? I am for sure taking psychology but should I also take another history class? Civil War, World War II, or American Revolution, if you think I should do that? What art class is better... craft design or drawing and painting? ARE THERE ANY OTHER CLASSES THAT YOU REALLY SUGGEST THAT I TAKE? PLEASE HELP ME OUT! I DON'T WANNA MAKE A BAD CHOICE AND SCREW MYSELF MY JUNIOR YEAR!

NF LIVE TONIGHT! OMG! I AM SOOO EXCITED! YEAH! SEE YOU THERE!

<3 SaM

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 01:35:20 GMT

1. What is your name? samantha (sam for short)

2. What color underwear are you wearing right now? white w/ lace

3. What are you listening to right now? i'm watching American Idol

4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 37

5. What was the last thing you ate? salad and ranch

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? probably magenta and lavender

7. How is the weather right now? fricken freezing

8. Who was the last person who talked to you on the phone? colin <3

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and hands

10. Favorite Food? champps salad and RANCH and chicken finger pita

11. Favorite Drink? Coke

12. Favorite Alcoholic drink? i wouldn't know

13. Favorite place to shop? new york!

14. Hair Color? medium brown

15. Eye Color? hazel/amber

16. Do you wear contacts? yes

17. Top or bottom? either, lol

18. Favorite Month? any month during fall

19. Favorite Fast Food? McDonalds baby!

20. Last Movie you Watched? A Walk to Remember

21. Favorite Day of the Year? December 31 (New Year's Eve)

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? not sure, usually that's the guy does that, but i guess i would

23. Summer or Winter? fall, the colors are so pretty

24. Hugs or Kisses? BOTH

25. Chocolate or vanilla? twist

26. Do you want your friends to respond back? i guess

27. Who is most likely to respond? that's a toughy, umm... mi vida? i know she reads live journal like it's her life!

28. Who is least likely to respond? probably most everyone

30. What books are you reading? The Good Earth, not by choice I might add

31. What's on your mousepad? golden retreiver puppies

32. Favorite Board Game? guess who?

33. What did you do last night? dance and homework

35. Who inspires you? i think there is something in every person that has the potential to inspire me

36. Butter, Plain, or salted popcorn? salted

38. Favorite flower? roses... i know how cliche, but i really think that roses of all colors are so beautiful

39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M? i should say "today I am going to be the best person i can be!" but what i really say is "shit" and i press the sleep button

40. Do you still talk to your best friend from middle school? yep

41. What's on your desk? i don't know a bunch of papers and office supply crapp

42. Rock Concert or Symphony? depends on the mood

43. Play or Opera? they both have their +'s, but i think i have to go with opera

44. Have you ever fired a gun? yea, a super soaker 3000 baby!

45. Do you like to travel by plane? sure, its quick

46. Right-Handed or Left-Handed? righty

47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? chucky when i eat it alone, and smooth in a PB & J sandwich

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 plus a body pillow

50. Ever Hitchhiked? sure, what's the worst that could happen (lol!)

<3 Sam

time to start thinking about next year...

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 00:48:20 GMT

I guess that getting all the stuff for my junior year schedule means that i have to start thinking about next year... i wish we could just live in the present. But I guess we can't, so w/e... I'll deal. IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS ABOUT WHAT CLASSES TO TAKE AS A JUNIOR LEAVE A COMMMENT. Should I take socialogy or world religions?... are there any good english electives you suggest? Just tell me of any classes you have taken in high school that you really enjoy... I'm open to anything.

We had the first seussical rehearsal on Monday... I had so much fun, it's really cool not being a veteran (well sort of), I just really had a great time. I'm soo excited, these next few months are gonna be amazing! yay! The show continues to grow on me, it's just so fresh and fun, even uplifting :)

The weekend can never come soon enough... I think it's going to be a fun one.

remeber... leave me a message about what classes you would suggest I take! it is much appreciated!

How much studying can a girl do?

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:48:01 GMT

So... I have been studying til my brains hurt for the past couple of days, and i have realized how completely and utterly ridiculous finals are... and teachers. it's complete b.s. They act like their class and their work are the only calsses that matter. Take Spanish for instiance, we have to know about all the frammar that we have done this semester, which is reasonable and we have to know the vocab from the lists that she has given us over the past semester... but not only do we have to know that vocab... she says that every vocab word in the book for the first 6 chapters is fair game... WHAT IS FAIR ABOUT THAT SHIT?! nada! How is it that 20% of our entire grade (that effects what school we get into, and not to mention, that determines our future)is based on one test taken on one day... and the other 80% is only ALL of the work that we have done for over one hundred days of school, studying, and test taking? It just isn't logical! The only thing that describes this week: GHEY! (i did get an A on my chem final, though :)

Well, not everything is ghey... actually everything is rather fantastic... but again, i don't want to jinx it! Congrats on everyone who is in Seussical, you all did a fantastic job and it is going to be AMAZING! Bird Girl, heck yes! I can't wait for it to start. My car is great, I love having my license, but it sucks having a car ready for me whenever ii need it, and not being able to use it (to drive myself to school). Not complaining though! I recorded a demo yesterday with Eminem's producer, I had the most amazing time, it was sooo sureal. If you want to hear it... seek me out and I will play it for you. THat's about all I have to say about that.

I can't wait til finals are over and we have a 3 1/2 day weekind! oh yea!

<3 SaM

ahhh!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 21:25:51 GMT

OMG! I got my license and a jeep liberty! I was so shocked and soooo excited! my parents got it on tape and it is hilarious! I used quite a bit of profanity, lol. I don't feel too good today so i'm making this extra short... but i thought that i definitely needed to update about this! This week has been pretty amazing, i can't believe how good things are right now!

New Year's Eve tonight! Should be fun! Looking back, this year has been pretty fantastic... and I am hoping that 2005 will be even better!

Break is almost over, ugh! not cool!

<3 SaM

I'm Home!

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 17:57:06 GMT

Hey Everyone! I'm back... and i still have a week left of vacation, i want it to go as slowly as possible because i have so many things i wanna do! So... I'm now 16 and it doesn't feel quite real yet. I had a great birthday... I went swimming with dolphins, I went to an awesome aquarium, I got a massage (amazing), and then I did karaoke. The only thing missing were some friends and a trip to secretary of state. I'm going tomorrow (monday) to get my license, and then what? I don't know what im gonna do, who i'm gonna see, i really don't, but i'm so excited!!!!!!!!

Sam: so true. i'm updating live journal right now, but im too lazy so i don't know what to say about my trip
Jill: just say how in lov eyou are with me.
Jill: duh!!!!

My trip was very good... the place i stayed at was beuatiful, i did some snorkeling, i did some yoga, did some singing, saw some shows, ate some bad food, and tried to relax to my best ability. If you wanna know anymore give me a call and i will be happy to tell you about it. lol.

I went to yoga this morning and i sang and it was a good class, but it doesnt get any better than practicing yoga next to my love jillian wallach, no sir. She came and surprised farge and it was great, then we went to starbucks, she came back to my house for a few minutes, and now i'm here, writing this. I don't feel so great right now, so i will right something a little deeper in the near future.

RIP Reggie White. It's sooo sad.

<3 SaM

whoa!

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 01:17:21 GMT

i don't have much time to write, because i'm at the yoga shelter and calss is about to get out... but i thought that i shoudl just update to say things are going very well right now... I am very happy! I can't believe that I leave for Mexico in like 3 days! I think that it's going ot be a lot of fun, aside from the little kids that are gonna be running around, but i will get over that... I am just looking forward to sitting back and relaxing with a nice big pina colado in my hands staring out towards the beach... ahhh! and there is a place where i can swim w/ dolphins attached to my hotel! holy shit , right?! Yea, it is going to be fantastic... and then i ciome home a 16 year old... that monday i get my license and i will still have an entire week of break to do basically nothing except do some more hanging out (Jill will be home!)! Wow, does life suck or what?! Musical tryouts are that first week, i can't wait! awesome... amazing... and the next week will be some form of hell because it's final time! ahh!!! I don't even want to think of it....grrr... finals piss me off... but that's a whole nother entry for another time.

Like I said, things are good. If they continue to go this way, I think that everyting is going to work out. It is times like these that make life worth living!

Adios everyone!!!

<3 SaM

Real..

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 20:42:55 GMT

Is it real? Can it be real? Could things be this good? I hope so...

Life is just really good right now. I'm not going to say much because I don't want to jinx things, but I honestly am just so happy right now! :)

Upcoming events:
Friday or Saturday (maybe both- reunion for My Cousin Lino
Dec. 15- Winter Choir concert
Dec. 17- Jillian comes home! yea!
Dec. 18- I leave for Mexico... omg!
Dec. 20- Sam2 Birthday!
Dec.21- THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.... MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!
Dec. 25- Return from Mexico... (angie's b-day)
Dec. 27- go to secretary of state to get my lisence
Jan 1, 2005- Happy New Year
Jan 3, 2005- school again... boo
Week of Jan 3-7, 2005- Musical Tryouts!

I can't wait for Suessical! It's going to be sooo much fun.
Peace and Love
Namaste, lol
<3 SaM

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 20:59:21 GMT

OMG!!!!!!!! General Hospital has just made my life... Nikolas and EMily get married! Sam and Jason kiss! Jax and Courteney are awesome! Skye jumped off a building! Luke turned heather in... and Greg Vaughan was practically on the whole show. and what's more? Lino is tonight! OMG! I finished my paper, I don't have to worry aout that at all. I found a awesome new icon for lj.

EVERYONE COME TO MY COUSIN LINO TONIGHT, TOMORROW AND SATURDAY NIGHT! @ 7:30! We have worked super hard, please come and support us! So much fun! love you all, break a leg!

<3 SaM

why is it never like we expect it?

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 20:10:27 GMT

Today I am trying to think about all I can be thankful for, and there is so much. More than I could possibly write down in this journal, but if i have so much to be grateful for, why do i feel so empty today? It's a bad feeling. One minute everything was amazing.. and the next... well, i don't know what happened. the question always comes back to why? why don't thinks stay the same. why cant everyone be happy, get a long, love eechother? we will probably never alone and im just gonna have to figure out a way to accept it. Thank you to all who have always been ther for me. I am thankful that i have you in my life!

Love and Peace
Namaste
<3 SaM

got coffee stains?

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 15:30:41 GMT

Hola! I haven't been very good about updating lately, but w/e it's sexy...! So these past couple of weeks/days or w/e have been pretty good. School hasn't been too bad, I mean it always sux, but it has been much better than it used to be. The play is really coming together, its gonna be really great, i think, i ope.

EVERYONE MUST COME TO SEE MY COUSIN LINO ON DECEMBER 2,3,AND 4 (those are a thursday, friday, saturday)! you know you want to come!

Last night the cast want out to dinner at Max and Ermas. I ordered a cup of soup and a half of a chicken finger salad. I only ate half a cup and te piece of bread that came with the salad. That cost me 12.58 plus tip! wtf? Then Jason won one of the stuffed animals in one of those games. Everyone was cheering. yay! It was a reindeer with a purple suit (piyimp). It took us 4 quarter and a couple of shakes to get it out, it was stubborn. We named him p-stubs! lol. He's gonna chill with us in the make-up room. anyways, then we went to starbucks, and then we went to Farmington's play "Lost in Yonkers." You have balls kid. I'm aware. lol! It was a very fun night! I can't wait for the show and the cast party! yea!

Lots of rehersals coming up, not a lot of free time... probably won't update agian for a little while.

Holy shit! Jill comes home in like 5 days! i can't wit. I miss you soooooo much jilly!!!

Thanksgiving is gonna be great.
On thursday, at the yoga shelter from 9-11, we are doing a benefit for cystic fibrosis, it would be great if everyone could come! Even if you just stop by and support the cause would be great!

that's all i think... i have to work today and then babysit for my little cousin, who is going to be a big sister any minute. My aunt could go into labor any time now! woohoo! It could be the last time i babysit for emmy as an only child :(

that's really all i think... <3 SaM

?wtf?

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 03:17:06 GMT

ok, shits been beeter. i dont really know what to think right now... i think the question i need to be asking is wtf? really what? i am not really quite sure what to say... and i don't necessarily know if i could talk about it on here because it is not easy to explain or talk about. f.

play is soon... very excited but holy shit its so close...
time is going by pretty quickly, im not sure if that's agood thing or bad.

less than 2 weeks til thanksgiving... and jilly will be home! i miss you!

yoga shelter is opening on sunday, please come take classes. go to yogashelter.com for a schedule. it is beautiul and we have a ton of cute clothes!

thats it
<3 SaM

F'ing

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 02:17:05 GMT

Hello everyone! long time no see... so I don't think that there is much to say, but I need to do some updating... here it goes. Choir rehersals today.... um, I don't know so much about that. I got one of the soprana parts in Make Our Garden Grow (so F'ing high!), which is great, but i didn't know that I had it until 2 seconds before it was time to rehearse. COncert is Thursday night during the OC, boooo! It's going to be interesting.

Halloween was fun. I had very good time. Half day was also very fun at the mall w/ mich and jamie. Cabin Fever was so gross and scary. That was also a very fun night. I worked on Saturday, and then I babysat for my baby cousing London Rose. She is sooo cute! I made a pretty penny this saturday which is always great!

It's time.... JILLY- I don't think that I will ever be able to find the words to describe how much our friendship means to me. You have become a part of me that nobody will ever be able to replace "you'll be with me like a handprint on my heart." You are such an inspiration to me. You know what you're dreams are and you are following them.

in class

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 14:26:40 GMT

this is my first in class entry of the year. I am in the library, and im supposed to be working on a project for history but my other half isn't here, so i am writing in my LJ! i don't think I have written in a while. I think that i am ready to write my after entry ( even thought it is a long time after entry), but not herer because I don't wanna get caught and have to start all over later.

tonight is the north vs. farmington game. i hope the weather is good. i think that this weekend is goinjg to be fun. I am gonne practice parking and highway driving on sunday and watch some football. Raider rake is tomorrow, it was fun last year, i'm sure that it will be good this year. I don't have to work tomorrow which is great! so me and jamie are going to grab something to eat after the rake, and then work on a chem, woohooo!

still workin

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 01:23:03 GMT

I'm still working on that after entry. I don't know if i can handle writing it yet (it will come soon Jilly)

Today was a little joke, so we will take a moment to laugh at it. that's important, to be able to laugh at yourself or your life, hahahahahahahahahahah lololololol hahahahahaha!

i wanna go to a haunted house and I also need to get my halloween costum, yeeha!

<3 SaM